She’s so amazing but i’m about 70% sure she’s not interested. WHY CAN’T I READ MINDS. THIS WOULD MAKE LIFE SO MUCH EASIER.
I learnt how to play this this today...now if only... →
TOMORROW, WILL TAKE US AWAY, FAR FROM HOME, NO-ONE... →
OVER AND OVER, THIS IS HOW IT ENDS. →
Some lyrics/poetry/thing i wrote ages ago....
Untitled Eli Pearson 18/01/11 Hope was the greatest fall, Watch the hearts stop and stall. The pain creates a chest of knives, Blood pressure plummets, Everything dies. Carving myself from unchisseled stone, What’s the point with broken bones? I’ve seen her dance a thousand times, Her voice as beautiful as a thousand chimes, Even as it lays fatal blows, Every pair of condescending...
That feeling when...
Everything is suddenly shit.
Things i’m getting better at.
Went to college as of monday for 3 whole days of fun. Spent all of yesterday in the studio pretty much…well…about 5 hours recording sound effects for a game because me and my mate have set up a little foley art project. (Foley art is the art of making sound effects for films and stuff) I’m just so tired. Couldn’t get out of bed today to go to college, so i’ve now got...
Want to guitar but alas i cannot. WANT HER BUT NOT KNOW WHAT DO.
Can’t sleep without it hurting. Can’t be awake without pain. Can’t fucking eat without it hurting. Can’t fucking drink without pain. Fucking hurts to fucking breathe fucking sick of this shit. Fuck.
And yet again...
Go back to college. See her. “I only have five thoughts anymore, and four of them are of you.” Fuck sake.
Don't you just love....
Being the human embodiment of boredom? I want to go outside and play :(